Well, I had a terrible week last week diet wise... in fact really I've had a terrible last few months! I've not lost anything, and rather gone the other way... not good... I'm finding it sooo hard to get motivated and WANT to lose weight again. I just don't know why, but it's not there anymore! I'm so mad at myself for that....

So please help me find that drive again girls!!

Small aims this week. I had a really busy one last week and between that and having only one car (dropping and picking up Greg from work that is) I couldn't find any time to get to the gym. GOTTA CHANGE THIS WEEK! I really feel so fat and just yuck this week coz I haven't exercised AT ALL... so I just GOTTA get to the gym this week...

I've got it in my diary for tomorrow morning and at least Wednesday morning aswell. I do have to get new tyres tomorrow though, so depending when I need to get those is whether I get to gym or not... if I can't go however, I'm planning on wearing my walking clothes and going for a nice big walk (around a different neighbourhood) while I'm waiting for the new tyres. Good plan. Just hope it works.

Gotta *try* to eat better again too.. been shocking really! no excuses, just being totally lazy and not caring!! Bad girl!

Gotta pick up my act in a BIG WAY!

Nat